Fight or Flight

( 6 Oct)
Architecture in torture


Architecture year 2 semester 2.
I keep reminding myself that, i m 20, already.
Architecture is a serious shit, indeed, its yet, getting tougher and tougher.
More stress,  less sleep and this is Architorture life.


Fight
Oh well,  i have done the project given in time with computer aided.
This the first time we were allowed to do it by using computer :)
I was so excited over the first project.
Fighting!! : D
I do always promise myself to do better in new semester.
I was poor in time management but,
I managed to overcome the problems this time.
*Clap    >..<



flight
I dont know why,
every time i stand on the stage or in front of public,
nerves all over my body started being tensioned.
I was trained , and being forced by parents to perform on the stage since i was in kindergarten.
The very first time, i talked in tears.

For the presentation this time,
i think, i failed to do a good presentation. :(

By my turn to pin up my work on the board, my hand was shaking like parkinson attacked me.
Both lil hand of mine turn cold, , temperature drop strategically down.
Imma freezing!
All the nerves and muscle in my body starts to become stiff and tension.
I m so fucking nervous!!! :E
I tend to be more nervous because of two lectures are actually sitting in front of me, just feets away!
They are like scanning me, from head to toe, then to my presentation board, and my model as well.
Their smile on their face is so malicious LOL 


Then,
my face started to become stiffen, i can barely move my jaw to speak.
"good morning sir......" just started with the greeting to my lecturers,  i got mind fucked! :x
Damn, i was frightened that time.
But no choice, i gotta continue to present my work, or else, imma gonna loose my marks! ;(


Thanks God. Although presentation isnt good, but i think they quite like my work? :O

AHAH! they praised me on i have done a nice design :D
The lecturers soon taken out the camera to snap my picture ><
i was like : OMG! are you gyus serious?!
i was the first guy who intent them to take out their camera and take my picture?!
omgosh omgosh!!! XD


Guess what, the course repesentative was asked to take the picture of me, together with my lecturers :)
That was great!
Of course,  i  received some comments too, negative one.
But we were given time to make good.
No more blame this time. i taken the critiques, as a lesson.
Small architecture, big knowledge.