untitled 2011

people come, people go.
every chances come,
and i just let go.
it was just not like being told
but its what i have known

you passed by me so swiftly,
without making a sound, and
i just ignore silently.
my heart was like just broken into pieces.
tears, angers, madness.
arent you being serious?

Last day of the year,
i fill it with my tears
being reminded what happened this year,
Thats alright, i aint fear.

Emoer

There's a feeling with me,
complicated one,
playing in my mind.
its like rolling in the deep in my heart.

I am now in a stormy ocean,
awe-inspiring wave laps my heart,
and my heart is eroded.
Sorrows washed even deeper.

There's a tornado inside me.
It swirls up the pains and madness.
It encircles sadness and sorrows,
which has been buried deep within.

The feelings are like lighting,
strike right on top of my head.
My body is numb,
my heart is palsied,
my mind screwed up.

I m now in a dark room,
where there's no light.
i shout, i groan.
i got no response.

Isnt life is beautiful ?
Indeed, because of God.

But theres only darkness now.
wheres my light? wheres my pride?
God, please show me the way.