Emoer

There's a feeling with me,
complicated one,
playing in my mind.
its like rolling in the deep in my heart.

I am now in a stormy ocean,
awe-inspiring wave laps my heart,
and my heart is eroded.
Sorrows washed even deeper.

There's a tornado inside me.
It swirls up the pains and madness.
It encircles sadness and sorrows,
which has been buried deep within.

The feelings are like lighting,
strike right on top of my head.
My body is numb,
my heart is palsied,
my mind screwed up.

I m now in a dark room,
where there's no light.
i shout, i groan.
i got no response.

Isnt life is beautiful ?
Indeed, because of God.

But theres only darkness now.
wheres my light? wheres my pride?
God, please show me the way.